I like the white and blue. Especially the blue. =)

Anyway, I've got 2 more duties to go. Freaking out never feels this freaky before.
And the next duty will be a saturday, which means no morning drill. Which also happens to be the annual station function. Which in turn might mean that they'll pull me in for the band performance. And somehow, I so hope that they'll settle with Nazeer conjuring up his magic tricks to the crowd. I think I'm beyond these bass-playing days. Oh well.

I'm resigning myself to the fact that I'm the black sheep of the family. I wont be what my parents expect me to be. And I'm sure I'll lag far behind compared to what my brother is achieving and what my sister might potentially achieve in the future.
I'm disappointing my parents alot. I used to be really bright when I was young. I dont know where it went wrong, or when the brightness started to fade, but I think it has something to do with me not going to the secondary school and college that I wanted to go. Oh well. We'll see what happens in university then. At least I am very very sure this is the uni I want to go to.
And I think everytime I try to talk more than my usual share at home, I'll either be reprimanded for my notveryconventional ideas or noone will actually support me. Heh. Hmmm maybe I'm the problematic one. Heh.

Oh oh I'm kind of looking forward to tomorrow. Going for a job interview, which I think is an extremely interesting prospect, considering the job involved here. I'll elaborate more if I land the job.
And then I'm hoping I'll get a first-hand review of Puteri Gunung Ledang from my prettyradiationtherapist. I super wanted to see it but then, I didnt get the chance to. Tickets were already sold out by the time we wanted to get it. Amazing how this particular malay play sells itself out fast. And somehow, I'm imagining there'll be a significant amount of makchicks-makchicks in the crowd at esplanade. Haha.
Though highly unlikely, I do hope they have another run of it here soon.

Anddd. Halif says that the sides of my spectacles suit me well. And then one of my firemen says that it looks like the Eiffel tower. I couldnt help but smile and smile more.

I have found an effective way to save money. Ask someone to keep the card. It works really well with me at least. Now I wont start withdrawing or purchasing stuffs with it. I'll just keep to whatever credit that I have in the wallet. I'm quite sure I'm making good progress in saving money. Uhuh.

And then I think I look very bad in pictures. I extremely enjoy being in there when they snap the camera, but I dont like how I look when I see the photos. Haha. Very random thought, but yearhh I think its quite true in my case.

Eh I type alot tonight. Im bored la..

Ah see. One example of pictures. Okay, only hafiz looks like hafiz here; cute as how I know him. And I have absolutely no idea why I look that way. Tassha's still hothot but a wee bit chubbyish and almost pregnant-looking in here. Nas, well, she just looks different different. But sheeshh, I'm still thinking why I'm looking like that. So retarded. Haha.